A few of you have commented on how cryptic I am in my blog. The truth is, almost every time I say something extremely cryptic, it didn't start out that way. I usually wrote a huge blog detailing every bit of the story. And then I read it, and deleted it. Replaced it with a cryptic message that only I understand.
It's because what I write is who I really am. It's because I think you don't really want to know. It's because I think when people ask how I am, all they want to hear is "good". Probably not true, but I think it anyway.
I just have this mentality that usually people don't really care. And believe me, I've studied up on this one.
Has someone ever asked you a question, and then as you're answering it, they get distracted? They forget all about what they asked you, and move on to something else. Usually, when their attention is back to you, you would continue the conversation, right? I don't. I just pretend nothing happened, and usually the person I'm talking to has no idea. It happens all the time. I probably do it to people too. To me, that just means they didn't care that much about their question or my answer.
When it comes to blogging, I feel like I'm just spouting off personal information that is near and dear to my own heart, but that other people might just brush aside. And that makes me a little scared. That people would know what my heart is feeling, and they don't care. Because I care a lot.
So I don't write it.
Should I change?
p.s. my analysis of boys in general?? Really, people?! That's what you want to hear? ugh.
I agree that the poll results are rather disappointing.
ReplyDeleteAs for everything else, it's okay that you're cryptic. Sometimes being too honest is scary and stupid for precisely the reason you said. No one else cares. I'm only candid because I have to be candid for my own sanity. I know no one else really wants to hear what I have to say. That's life.
(Although I really do want to hear what you have to say.)
This comment is way too long. The end.
actually sweetheart, the funny date stories are now in the lead. man i miss you more than a caterpillar misses its wings. :(
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