Wednesday, November 17, 2010

I'm only going to break your heart.

There are a lot of things I would love to blog about right now.
However, I noticed I have 20 followers, which means that a lot more than 4 people are reading the silly things I write down... and that is very intimidating.
I don't think I could ever be a writer, because I get too afraid to bear my soul on (figurative) paper. At least when I know people will be reading.
Probably my love of being mysterious mostly stems from my fear of being vulnerable.
The minute you give someone a piece of you, you give them the power to break it.
I should get over this fear.
Maybe I'll get over it later. For now, I'm going to write a message to each of my followers, and you each get to decide which message is for you:

1. I admire you and your ability to be kind to everyone.
2. I envy you.
3. I think you are strong. Don't let love get you down.
4. I don't think I know you, but I'm glad you read my blog anyway.
5. I liked when you liked me.
6. Sometimes I think you are really funny, but I don't laugh because I know you are serious.
7. I really benefited from you teaching me how to hug.
8. I hope we stay friends forever.
9. I wish we talked more, because you brighten my day.
10. I want to say I'm sorry again, but I know I won't change my mind, so I don't.
11. I pretended like I didn't care, but I really enjoyed dancing with you.
12. I think you have a talent for loving people.
13. I am so glad we are friends, but you shouldn't be afraid to grow up.
14. You're crazy, and I miss our random times together.
15. I love your ability to say what you think.
16. I'm worried about you, I hope you remember who you are.
17. I always wanted to be just like you, and I still kind of do.
18. I don't think you realize how loved you are.
19. I hope you know I consider you one of my best friends.
20. I'm sorry, I just can't do it.


p.s. don't make me sing.

8 comments:

  1. This is so frustrating. I want to know what one's about me!

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  2. I want to know too! Can you just tell me?

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  3. AH! Totally left me on the edge of my seat.
    I just might have to re-enact this (is that even a word)? Well for what it's worth I love reading your blog. Keep posting. I haven't seen you forever!

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  4. i don't think i'm one of them, which frustrates me.

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