life is a mystery

I know you are all thinking it... "Madeline, please stop writing about EFY. We get that it's great, but we don't  understand what you are talking about. We can't relate."

And I'm sorry about that. 

It's been a long time since I wrote on this blog consistently. Maybe I forgot how to write.

Maybe.

"Sometimes I have a lot of self-doubt," I said.

"Really? Maybe we should talk about that," he said.

We should. 

We really should.

p.s. I jammed my finger tossing a football around. It hurts.