when will my reflection show

I have recently become a very nervous person. It comes from putting myself outside my comfort zone.Which can definitely be a good thing. I mean, just because I am nervous about doing something doesn't mean I won't do it. It just takes me a moment to mentally prepare myself. Like before hopping on a bullet bike for instance. Very nervous time for me. But I pushed my nerves almost all the way to the side, ignored the thought that I should call my family and tell them I love them, and hopped right on.

But sometimes I get a little too nervous...

And that is when it is a good thing that my mom and two sisters show up unexpectedly and take me out to dinner.

And a very good thing when my mom looks at me with wide eyes and says, 
"Pull yourself together!!"

p.s. i'm getting a little sad that this school year is almost over.